09 March 2008


Women Of Purpose One-Day Conference
March 8 at Eastridge Community Church
Doors open and registration begins at 8:30 a.m.

Relevant Breakout Sessions — Praise & Worship
Food & Fellowship

Guest Keynote Speaker: Marie Tittle

Marie Tittle is a gifted communicator and frequent speaker addressing the issues of women’s hearts. She is passionate about living a totally surrendered life to the Lord and for viewing everything in the light of eternity. Her message is effectively communicated through her keen sense of humor and down-to-earth spirit. She was on staff with Campus Crusade for Christ International for five years, where she led Bible studies, served on local ministry field teams, and worked as a national fundraiser in the Orlando campus ministry headquarters. She has led numerous Bible studies and enjoys coaching women at various stages of life. Marie currently resides in Woodstock, Georgia where she works alongside her husband Scott, in their financial advisory business. Marie and Scott have a six month old daughter named Suzette.


Other Speakers:
("Daisies in Disguise")

Laurie Baggett
Ronda Neff
Gay Nash
Jamie Savage

"Digging Deeper" w/ Tracy Moore
God longs for us to know Him and walk with Him. And He has graciously given us the tools to do that. This class, led by Tracy Moore, will help engage women in the pursuit of a lifelong adventure in learning to love God with all out heart, soul, mind and strength.

"got dirt?" w/ Renee Rutledge
Finding God's purpose for our lives by allowing Him to use us... 'dirt' and all. Presented by Celebrate Recovery director, Renee Rutledge. "God uses our dirt for His good purpose and plan! God's purpose for you is for YOU only!"

~And, these are just the sessions I made it to! There were many others offered throughout the day! I know I've said it before, but I thank God every day for this church. I have never known a more genuine, God-adoring group in my life. And I am so proud to be a part of it.

As you see, we had a women's conference yesterday, from 8:30 - 4:00 and it was so amazing. I can only imagine the work that went into pulling it all together, but it certainly wasn't in vain. It was a huge success. We had praise and worship, followed by a wonderful guest speaker to start us off. Then we were treated to snacks at the cafe. By then, it was time to break off into smaller groups and head to our first class. At the end of that, they presented to us a HUGE, wonderful lunch brought to us by our own Ms. Hilda. From there, we went back into main session for more praise and worship. Next, we headed off to our second class of choice - followed by more snacks and then on to class #3. To wrap it all neatly up, we had more worship and praise (so well done by our musically-gifted girls!) and Marie Tittle to close us out.

SUCH an awesome day for all who made it out! And I am just so thankful for each of the girls who made it happen. For all those who donated their time and energy. For all those who labored over the delicious food. And for all those who humbled themselves enough to bare their souls in order to glorify God and encourage each and every one of us participants.
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" The most precious gift we can offer others is our presence.
When mindfulness embraces those we love, they will bloom like flowers."
~ Thich Nhat Hanh

03 March 2008

Well, no sucker for me...


I finally made it to a doctor today and I didn't exactly fair as well as I had hoped. I won't know any test results for a couple of days, but I just didn't fair well getting the tests taken!

But, I had warned them.

Knowing that I would most assuredly be giving blood today, I opted not to eat anything for breakfast. Doctor said that was good. But, seeing as I'm already in there for feeling faint and I'm already not good with needles... that on top of an empty stomach... not so good.

Sure enough, I get back there, and one minute into it, my whole world just goes blank and I just hear voices. "Nurse... don't go far." "I don't like her color." (or lack thereof) "We're almost done." "Here, drink some water." "Lay your head down." "Go get that fan for her." ... FINALLY, it's all but said and done and I start coming back around. Sitting in a chair this whole time, mind you! Albeit slumped over!! And between the cold damp rag on the back of my neck and the cold breeze from the fan, I started feeling much better.

They said "Well, she did warn us." : )

Hey. I do what I can.

My memory verse for the ride up there:

Isaiah 40:31 ~

but those who hope in the Lord
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

I guess that wasn't necessarily meant to be taken in the most literal sense.

Not in my case anyway.

Let's just hope this one blood test carries me through for awhile. I don't want to have to go through that again any time soon.

28 February 2008

Mama said there'd be days like this
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So, after having more 'faintness' episodes here lately, I finally decided that everyone is probably right. I really do need to go see a doctor to see what my problem is. Now, with me, you would think the biggest problem would be in actually getting me to go to a doctor... but, turns out... I just can't seem to find a doctor in the tri-county area who is willing to take my blood (and my money)! Evidently, all the good ones that people have doted on are already filled to capacity and not accepting any new patients. I really kept pressing with one office, the one my parents go to, thinking that would be my best chance... seeing as I'd been there before years ago and there are 12 (no lie) 12 different physicians in that one office. Nope. No new patients. Anyone not seen in 2 years time - kicked out of the system. Gotta go back to square one. But, they did seem a little more inclined to help when I mentioned my parents are patients there. (Like, is this a doctor's office or some sort of fraternity or something??) So, I will try - once more - tomorrow to pull the 'family' card and see what they have to say. But, I just can't believe it is so dang difficult to get into just a regular doctor's office! I mean, c'mon people! I just need some lousy blood drawn at this point! And I haven't been in years, so obviously, I don't intend to be a 'regular'! (Good Lord willing and all I have is some sort of imbalance or something.) Who knows... maybe one day I'll actually find someone willing to get down to the problem at hand! Wish me luck!

Oh, and then, we had a managers meeting at work this morning. Business is wayyyy down, even for this time of year, which is always slow. We knew that. But, we had no idea how grim it really is or at least can turn into. Gas, we all know, is a-bust these days. And projected to go up even more next month. That affects everything. Gas goes up - freight goes up - freight goes up - product goes up... Our head 'chef' said that much of the food has doubled in its price in a short amount of time. Eggs used to be $25 a case... now they're $50. Ouch. Add that to the housing market and election year, where everybody is just either financially hurting or just holding on to see what happens... not good. So, as it stands now, it looks like Sally and I will pretty much be holding down the fort, working day and night, seven days a week between the two of us. We've cut back before on our help, but never like this. All he would afford us was, on average, 3 hours a day's help. That's not much, in case you were wondering. But, after the mention of possible 'furlough' (forced unpaid 'vacation') for managers, I will gladly keep my little overworked salaried position! I just hope to keep it for a good long while!

So, please would you all pray, not only for my health and answers regarding that, but for our little business and those laid off, as well as all the other little businesses out there that are suffering - and that our nation would just get back on track with the economy and farming and gas........ !

Thank you!

20 February 2008

His Love Endures FOREVER
(Did you happen to catch that, Jessica,
or should I say it 26 more times?)

After a very long night of not being able to sleep with an 'unspoken' on my heart and mind, I got up this morning extremely drained, both physically and mentally. Spiritually, I felt determined, but just didn't know 'where to go' from here. What I should or shouldn't do. What I should or shouldn't say. And fighting the tendancy to get discouraged all the way.
I got in the car to go to work and looked down at my 'travel' Bible that I keep in my car. I opened it up to look for some sort of guidance or at least reassurance. And I turned to Psalm 136... as there was a Baskin Robbins sample spoon still stuck in there (not literally stuck however... I assure you, I managed to get every last drop of that Chocolate Truffle off of that thing last week!). They had been discussing one of the other chapters from that page last week on the radio, but this time when I opened it up, I looked down at chapter 136 and read:


New International Version (NIV)Passage Psalm 136 :
~Psalm 136

1 Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good.
His love endures forever.

2 Give thanks to the God of gods.
His love endures forever.

3 Give thanks to the Lord of lords:
His love endures forever.

4 to Him who alone does great wonders,
His love endures forever.

5 who by His understanding made the heavens,
His love endures forever.

6 who spread out the earth upon the waters,
His love endures forever.

7 who made the great lights—
His love endures forever.

8 the sun to govern the day,
His love endures forever.

9 the moon and stars to govern the night;
His love endures forever.

10 to Him who struck down the firstborn of Egypt
His love endures forever.

11 and brought Israel out from among them
His love endures forever.

12 with a mighty hand and outstretched arm;
His love endures forever.

13 to Him who divided the Red Sea
asunder
His love endures forever.

14 and brought Israel through the midst of it,
His love endures forever.

15 but swept Pharaoh and his army into the Red Sea;
His love endures forever.

16 to Him who led His people through the desert,
His love endures forever.

17 who struck down great kings,
His love endures forever.

18 and killed mighty kings—
His love endures forever.

19 Sihon king of the Amorites
His love endures forever.

20 and Og king of Bashan—
His love endures forever.

21 and gave their land as an inheritance,
His love endures forever.

22 an inheritance to His servant Israel;
His love endures forever.

23 to the One who remembered us in our low estate
His love endures forever.

24 and freed us from our enemies,
His love endures forever.

25 and who gives food to every creature.
His love endures forever.

26 Give thanks to the God of heaven.
His love endures forever!


And I just thought: "Wow. Do I need to be knocked upside the head to get a message, or what!" : ) I'm surprised Chris Tomlin didn't just pop up on the radio belting it out and that I didn't literally just get struck down by a flash of lightning right then and there! Was He like telling me in no uncertain terms that He had it in the bag or what? Not to worry. Just let Him deal with it and all I needed to do right now was trust Him and have a spirit of thanksgiving? I mean, if He can not only understand the heavens and earth, but actually created them and thought them up and keeps them all in perfect tandem? ... I'm feeling pretty certain that He could 'tackle' my measly problems without so much as batting an eye.
And just in case I didn't get the full grasp of how intricate a system the 'heavenlies' actually are this morning when I read that passage... tonight we watched the total lunar eclipse. And instead of being enlightened, I think we all ended up with more questions than answers!! : ) I guess there are just some things that were not meant for us to know or understand. For, therein lies both faith and reverence.

Thank You, Father. For those things we can't see with our eyes or even our spirits at times. And thank You for the reassurance that in those times, even though certain things are hidden from our view, much like in the eclipse tonight, You still have it all in Your hands, understand it all and don't miss a thing!

~Amen

19 February 2008


Tonight, I had the opportunity to 'hang' with Jennifer and her friends again and finally made it to '722' in Atlanta. I had intended to go check that out some time ago (like YEARS and YEARS ago now) but just had never made it over there. And it was really good!
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Kristian Stanfill lead worship and I really like a lot of his songs. Salina Beasley sang, too and she was great.
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Then, Jeanne Stevens spoke to us on learning how to wait. To wait with God, as opposed to just waiting for God to move for us as a means of just getting what we (think we) want. Another lesson on letting it go and releasing it all to Him. A lesson I just can't seem to get through to my heart these days!!! But, good to know He's still working with me on it! :-)
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Anyway, had another great time with 'the girls'. And after a somewhat 'crazy' kind of day at work, it was a very welcome opportunity.

18 February 2008


Before...

and After


Well, here are a couple of pictures I had taken of the gift shop with all our changes being made last week. Should've gotten some during the progress, but didn't! It was a mad-house. We had three days to completely make-over the shop. Sunday night was moving everything on one side of the shop to the other side. And if you've ever been in there, you can only imagine what an undertaking that was! All day Monday was the painting, caulking, cleaning up of displays... Tuesday, was getting the new carpet laid and the 'tile' in the middle. Then, throwing everything back over to the finished side to get ready for the next day. Wednesday, was painting... on the unfinished side and then getting the carpet laid... to then, hurry and move everything to where it should be before having to open up Thursday morning for Valentine's Day! It was crazy! But, glad we had the chance to do it.

However, now we're all in contention. (Go figure.) Of course, after the week of 10-12 hour days, we're tired and cranky. But, half of us like it. Half of us don't. We all agree it's better than it was... much cleaner, brighter, ... But, I personally am one of those (along with the owner and his wife) who just feel that we've gone from one extreme to the other. Gone from clutter (...clutter, clutter, clutter...) to nothing at all. Don't get me wrong... I think it looks great! - as an art gallery. A big concern of ours before was the ability to get wheel chairs down the aisles... however, now they can have races up and down the shop!

I just think we need a 'happy medium'. But, that's just me. See what you think...

(I didn't get a very good shot of the 'before'. Don't know why it turned out so dark. Guess I didn't use my flash... it wasn't quite that much darker than it is now.)

Anyway, that's our week in a nutshell! Now that we've all gone nutty!!

My Girl

Well, as of today, I've had my little crazy 'street' cat one year. I can't believe that I even know that. I just remember that it was early Sunday morning the weekend following Valentine's Day.

Outside my window in the parking lot just talking away. So, as is customary for me with any strays that show up, I threw on my robe, called her up to my apartment and she just ran right up the steps and walked in like she owned the place. Made herself so at home that I didn't have the heart to follow my usual protocol of: let them in, warm them up, see if they're hungry, send them on their way.

There was something different about this one. Sounds crazy, but there was more of a 'connection' with her. (Okay, so call me Crazy Cat Lady.) Now, granted it has caused for much frustration, as she drives cranky Sammi crazy and they fight incessantly and contrary to how involved she likes to be in cleaning up (as you can tell from the pictures) she can make a bigger mess of this place than most dogs could!

But, she's sweet, loving and fun to play with. And, I think we're both just here to get each other through life a little sweeter. And she is welcome here as long as she likes! (Sorry, Sammi.)

16 February 2008

Friday night fun with new friends!

Last night, I was invited for a single girls' Valentine party by Jennifer, a friend I'd gotten to know through our Daniel study last year. She's the one I mentioned back in December having such a heart for missions, especially regarding the Chinese people. And she is just the sweetest girl. And I'm so glad she had thought of me and included me in her get-together last night. I had such a good time!!

We had pizza and fresh-from-the-oven peanut butter cookies. And then, we had a cake decorating contest. There were eight of us, so we paired up in teams and pictured is our lovely 'winner'. :) And I got, as a prize, a lovely hand-painted flower pot with a chocolate heart sticking out of it.

Then, her roommate suggested we all watch a short movie that they play for new members at Northpointe Community Church (north of Atlanta) any time they get involved in a small group. I had never heard of it, but it's called "Most". It's Polish (?). It's got subtitles. It's very heart-wrenching. But very powerful. I'm not sure if the writer had intended it to be such a Christian parallel, though it wouldn't surprise me if he had, but watching it from the Christian perspective, you really get just a glimpse of what it would be like to truly sacrifice your Son in order to save others. I had tried to find it on Amazon and even Google, but didn't have much luck, so not sure where Susan had found it, but if you're able to get your hands on a copy, I highly recommend it! Especially for a study group of some kind. It's amazing. I'm so glad she shared it with us.

We wrapped the night up with a good game of "Catch Phrase" and I can't remember when I've laughed so hard. One of the younger girls in particular (on my team) was cracking - me - up! When the other girl was trying to get us to say 'put them on ice', saying "It's what you do with fish! ... you know, after you catch them! ... before you kill them!" ... And Mara just said mildly and sweetly, as if in all seriousness "You love them". :) That, and then when Susan was telling us how this young man she knows had "to flee from Cambodia and came to the U.S. ..." Mara, with total concern for the guy said "He had a flea? ...did he get rid of it?" (That time she was serious.) !!! :) Too funny. Now, maybe you had to be there, but they were all just cracking me up.

Such a good time. Especially after the crazy week I've had!

Thanks, Jen for thinking of me!

Had a blast. :)

~Okay... did a little more research and finally found the trailer of "Most" on Youtube. First, here's something put together by a pastor on the movie. Sounds like it really was intended to bring home the message of the sacrifice of Christ by His Father. This piece is very well-done, and I encourage you to watch it, but it is pretty in-depth and just know that it's not 'fluffy'. Also, you may want to wait if you do plan on watching it in its entirety. It's not 'easy' - it's not meant to be. But, it offers an encouraging ending and is definitely worth the soul-changing lesson that comes from it. (I've also included the clip of the trailer at the bottom, if you don't want quite the extended version of the pastor's clip.)

Pastor's Clip


Movie Trailer

14 February 2008

~Be Mine!~


Breaking it down on Valentine's Day...
~After having spent more Valentine's Days alone than I ever would've anticipated as a young girl, I've decided to research the exact meaning of the word "Single". Here's what I found on Dictionary.com...

sin·gle /ˈsɪŋgÉ™l/

1.
only one in number; one only; unique. (Unique? Now, that makes me sound a bit better already!)

2.
solitary or sole; lone. (Okay... yeah... that definition... not so uplifting...)


3.
pertaining to the unmarried state. (Point-blank. I can appreciate that.)


4.
of one against one, as combat or fight. (Yes... ME -vs- TIME.) ;)


5.
sincere and undivided: single devotion. (Now that one I like!! Charles Stanley spoke once to this point, telling all us singles to take advantage of this time and take it as a compliment that God wants your undivided attention and time to spend with Him!)


6.
separate, particular, or distinct; individual. (Particular? I s'pose I can be at times... others may just call it OCD though?) :)


7.
uniform; applicable to all. (I do try to apply myself most of the time and do get on well with most everyone... that's not a bad thing, right?)


8.
to pick or choose (one) from others (usually fol. by out). (So, this would make me the 'chosen one' right?)


9.
one person or thing; a single one. (Think we've covered that.)


10.
an unmarried person, esp. one who is relatively young. (Now I am lovin' the little added bit at the end of this one!!)



Now, putting my selective memory to good use here, I could safely deduce that:
I am a unique (relatively young) particular individual who has been chosen by God Himself! to serve in devotion apart from anyone else!
Wow! I feel better already!
In which case, I can consider my Heavenly Father my amazing Valentine... and it doesn't get much better than that. After all, I can buy myself chocolates all year long (and generally do), but Who else knows my heart even better than myself and still loves me unconditionally and brings forth endless flowers, of all varities, free of charge, just because He can!! :)

Father~
You are all I need. My Comforter. My Provider. You are my love. And You will have my heart until the end of time!

John 15:9: "As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you.

Now remain in my love."

12 February 2008

This week I would just like to stop and take the chance to give thanks to those things that have meant the most to me in recent days/ weeks...

Some big ~ some small, but all things I am grateful for.


1. Quality time with my niece and nephew all weekend, while their mommy and daddy were away on retreat.

2. Mom and Dad for their endless support, in so many different ways.

3. An opportunity to really revamp the gift shop at work (new carpeting/paint and all!) A lot of hard work, but worth it! And LONG overdue!!

4. Steve, at work, for getting the kinks worked out with my new computer and getting me up and running and FINALLY on DSL!!! YAY!

5. A 'snow day' of sorts yesterday (even though it was a gorgeous sunny 60) also thanks to Steve who insisted on having my modem sent to my home address instead of my parents' - so I had to hang back at home all day, awaiting UPS (who didn't show 'till 3:30) causing me to miss out on all the painting of the shop that took place yesterday! *Oh, Darn! (But, just for the record, I felt so bad about that, that I actually went in early today and ended up staying 10 hours.)

6. My church home and bible study group of ladies. All so different, but all just amazing in their own ways... I HATE that I missed tonight!

7. These great blogs/bloggers I have the pleasure of checking in on and getting inspired by.

8. The rain that just began (we are still in need of any rain we can get).

9. Edy's Grand "Girl Scout Thin Mint" Limited Edition ice cream!

10. D...S...L !

03 February 2008

"It Must be my Thyroid"!


Well, we just had the best time last night, getting to see Anita Renfroe at her most personal and finest. We're fortunate in that Anita is 'home-grown' here in Georgia, so we just had to go down the road to be a part of her upcoming release: "It Must be my Thyroid". Now, if you're familiar with her, you know just how funny she is, but with it being a taping, we got to experience a 'behind the scenes' sort of look at the routine. And, hey, you never know! Some of our little faces may just pop up on the dvd! It releases at the end of April. And I highly recommend it. It was hilarious.
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Before Anita came on, she 'warmed us up' with a musical performance by her youngest son (he did a great job) and a couple of her fellow comedians. One in particular struck my group funny. Bone Hampton. I had not heard of him before, but he's been a part of the "Thou Shalt Laugh" project. His favorite (and the part that REALLY stuck with us - as we could not get the song out of our heads the rest of the night!) was in talking about living on his own, in a cluttered place and having to do the electric slide to get through all the junk to 'his theme song' "I got clutter... I got clutter, clutter, clutter... I got clutter..." to the tune of Sanford and Son. Who knew there were words to that song! :) You might have had to been there to get the full humor of it, but thanks to Project Playlist, you didn't have to be there to get the song stuck in your head!
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On a serious note though, even in all the silliness, when he wrapped up that segment and was joking about how he never has people over, because he just has too much junk in his place, he said he could just see Jesus coming to his door to call him home and he'd have to say "I'm sorry! You just can't come in! 'Cuz I got clutter... I got clutter, clutter, clutter..." But, I thought: "You know. How many times do we just look at all our 'clutter' in our lives or in our hearts and hear Jesus knocking and respond by turning Him away on account of our 'mess'? When He loves us regardless of our 'mess', already knows about our 'mess' and is more than willing to help us clean it up!"
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Thank God for that and thank God for good fun with good friends!



If you're not already familiar with either entertainer and care to get a taste, you can also check them out on You Tube:






30 January 2008

Congratulations, Lynn!!
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Last Saturday, all the girls from work had the chance to get together to have our sweet Lynn a bridal shower at El Charro's. She started work at the Blue Willow 3 years ago this month and she's been a dear friend of mine ever since. We're so excited for all her upcoming changes! She is long overdue and it couldn't happen to a sweeter girl.
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(pictured: Carol, Leslie, Sharon, Joan, Lynn, Sally, Sarah, Debbie, and me)

29 January 2008

Ten 'Nuggets' I've picked up along the way...


1. Patience is trusting in God's timing.
(Church sign on the way to work)

2. Faith adds its "Amen" to God's "Yes" and then takes its hands off, leaving God to finish His good work in you.
(Streams in the Desert)

3. Unbelief looks at God through the circumstances... but faith puts God between itself and its circumstances, and looks at them through Him.
(Streams in the Desert)

4. Faith is believing what we do not see; and the reward for this kind of faith is to see what we believe!
(St. Augustine)

5. The One Who loved me enough to die for me can be absolutely trusted with the total concerns of the life that He saved.
(Wow! I love that one... from, you guessed it: Streams in the Desert)

6. Our hope in Christ enables us to come to God with open hands into which He can place what He wants and out of which He can take what should not be there.
(Sheila Walsh from "Life is Tough, but God is Faithful")

7. In checking a tire for holes or weak points, you must add pressure to it ~ our faith is much the same.
(Pastor Rob)

8. Sometimes, you have to Fake it 'till you can Make it!
(I cannot tell you how many times that one has helped me - when the heart is just not in it!)

9. Submission to God's will is the softest pillow on which to rest.
(Streams in the Desert)

10. You pay God a compliment by asking great things of Him.
(Perpetual calendar at work)

11. I have come to understand that the spot in my heart that never loses its tenderness keeps me knowing that it was real.
(Beth Moore: "Feathers from my Nest")

12. How can you be so quick to open your heart to someone who broke it into pieces and yet be SO resistent to open it to the One who wants to heal it?
("Men in Trees", of all places! Just proving God can use any outlet He chooses.)

13. Know that if God's not changing your circumstances, He is more interested in changing you!
(Nick Vujicic -from "Life without Limbs")

14. Faith honors God and God honors faith.
(Streams in the Desert)

15. We must take our troubles to the Lord; but we must do more than that ~ we must leave them there.
(Hannah Whitall -Smith)

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Okay... so I ended up with 15, but I just couldn't stick with the 'ten' once I really got going! Too many tasty tid-bits to share.
Obviously, many of these have come from Streams in the Desert (a devotional introduced to me several years ago that I have truly come to treasure) - but they are all just little 'nuggets' I've picked up along the way. And now they all live together in my 'Ebenezer Journal' that I've compiled over the last 2 years now. Them and all my other 'little' reminders that God is there and truly cares! And, I tell you what, I never dreamed it would fill up so fast!!

19 January 2008

Okay, so actually this is like my 104th post, but close enough... here's the 100 facts about me! Get comfy, grab some coffee... it may take a while to get through them all!

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100 Things Jessica...



1. I was born May 12, 1974 in Streator, Illinois.

2. The doctor who delivered me looked just like Drew Carey.

3. It was Mother's Day. So, that means I am 'Sunday's Child, full of grace'.

4. I've spent my whole life debunking that theory. I ran into everything as a child! And, still do on occasion today.

5. I am the youngest of two girls.


6. My older sister is Jodi, 2 and a half years older.

7. Yes, that half year matters (though probably not as much to her).

8. I could play for hours by myself when I was little.

9. Jodi couldn't stand it.

10. We did play together sometimes, for a while, before getting sent to our rooms.

11. In the summer, we would use our Barbies' heads as squirt guns.

12. We were not what you'd call 'girly girls'. :)

13. When I needed time away from mom and Jodi, I would climb to the roof of our house to get away from them. I thought it was great and knew neither of them would follow me up there.

14. Jodi got me a sweet bunny for my b-day one year, as a surprise.

15. I loved him and named him Rascal.

16. The bigger surprise was when Rascal had had enough of being 'cooped up' with the chickens and 'ran away'.

17. It absolutely broke my little heart.

18. He came back a few days later, just long enough for me to know he was okay. That was all I needed.

19. I could spend hours in that stinky chicken coop.

20. I named every last one of the chickens.

21. They all looked the same except for one plump white one with really bad feet.

22. She was 'Snow White'. The rest were all 'Brownie' -One, -Two, -Three...

23. Yes, I believe I knew the difference between all the brown ones.

24. Dad tried having a couple for dinner a time or two.

25. I went to bed hungry those nights.

26. I can be quite stubborn at times. Though, I prefer the term: principled.

27. I've never been much of a 'follower'. I do my own thing - not really all that concerned about what anyone else may say or think.

28. I never realized what a gift that was, growing up.

29. Though, many times, I was somewhat of a 'loner'.

30. We moved to Georgia the summer going into my Junior Year.

31. It was not easy, though at the same time, very surreal.

32. Jodi had just started college and stayed in Illinois, so it was just me.

33. My friends back home and I wrote ALL the time.

34. It was rare for me to go a day or two without a letter from someone.

35. God bless them. (Oh, if only we'd had E-MAIL back then!!)

36. Girls can be a bit 'clickish' in high school, so my primary friends were guys.

37. I took two years of floral design as an elective, so my guy friends were all 'Ag guys' from joining FFA.

38. I got 2nd place for a floral arrangement I made for the local fair.

39. I still have the ribbon.

40. All the plants I have are named. My favorite is: Bobby, my Scheflera. It's supposedly a 'money plant', so I thought, money = denaro = Robert De Niro = Bob De Niro = Bobby! (The second one I bought, I named Johnny - I bet you can follow that train of thought a bit easier!)

41. Although I did not go on to be an actual future farmer of America, I did go on to attend Piedmont College up in the NE mountains of Georgia.

42. I loved my time there.

43. Even though my Sophomore year was the 2nd hardest year of my life.

44. I had 8 room-mates in 4 and a half years.

45. That doesn't make me look good, does it?

46. One was crazy (not an exaggeration), one was wild, one was very sweet, one was not-so-sweet and the last 4 were actually house-mates who were all very nice and got along quite well.

47. Yes, it took me 4 and a half years to complete a 4 year program.

48. I was lucky to accomplish that.

49. I hated school.

50. Since the first day of Kindergarten. (Mom said I went the first day, tried it, decided it wasn't so much for me and then continued to cry every morning after that. And even tried not eating lunch in order to not be sent to school... didn't work. I just went to school hungry. I blamed it all on mom. Said if she hadn't registered me, the principal never would've known I was there.)

51. However, I did manage to go from making the Dean's (probation) list Freshman year to making the Dean's (good) list Senior year! And that's not easy to do!

52. I majored in Psychology.

53. I sat in my advisor's office for 3 hours one day, trying to determine a major (since Spelling wasn't an option and that was my only strong suit all through school).

54. We never settled on one that day, but I signed up for a basic Psych class the next semester and I found it interesting, so I stuck with that.

55. However, I also ended up sticking with my college job, so never actually put my degree to official use.

56. Though we do get our share of case studies at the Blue Willow.

57. Most of whom work there! :)

58. One thing stuck with me from my years of Psych studies... "Correlation does not mean causation". (Dr. Vance would be so proud. She said if we learned nothing else, be sure to learn that... that's all I had to hear!)

59. Before my (many) years at the gift shop, I worked in several different manufacturing plants.

60. Not to brag, but I am a champ when it comes to mass production. :)

61. The most enjoyable was Stanley-Proto Tools.

62. The worst, by FAR, was Wal-Co (packaging VHS tapes for Maxell).

63. It was about 90 deg. outside. And about 190 deg. inside the warehouse. I don't do heat.

64. I was the only white girl working there.

65. At first, they all hated and resented me. But, the longer I stayed, the more they grew to respect me.

66. Most temp. workers didn't come back from lunch there (no exaggeration).

67. I like proving myself to those who may not believe I have what it takes.

68. I must've fit in better than I'd thought, because one day at lunch, the supervisor kindly asked me what my name was and after I'd told her "Jessica", she said (in all seriousness) "Shenequa?" (Now, I couldn't be a whiter white girl and I wanted to say: "Do I look like a Shenequa to you?" but knew better. I was out-numbered.)

69. One day, they put me at the receiving end of the line, stacking the product on pallets... and about 3 hours into it, the supervisor came over and informed me that they all had to be re-packaged. They didn't pass inspection. All on account of me. (In my defense though, she didn't tell me I was supposed to be checking them... just to be stacking them.)

70. They didn't like me much after that.

71. Come to think of it, I didn't like me too much either that day.

72. BUT, I did keep going back! Even after that. And even though they didn't speak to me again.

73. I interned at the Boys and Girls Club during college.

74. I loved it.

75. The kids were great.

76. And I promised them that I'd still come back to see them, even once my internship was completed.

77. They didn't believe me. They had heard that before, from other interns.

78. Turned out, they were right.

79. I still think about them and hate that I didn't prove them wrong.

80. My two favorite kids now are my niece and nephew.

81. They both already love music.

82. I like to think they got that from me. :)

83. My greatest passion is music.

84. I listen to it - and not just passively... I really listen to it. Most all kinds. All the time.

85. I read up on it (the singers and where the songs came from...). I drink it. I breathe it. It's my greatest medicine.

86. Dad said once there was no way I could listen to all the cd's I have. I said, "Sure, I do. It just depends on my mood to what I listen to." He said, "Well, in that case, you probably have listened to all of them." (?) Now, wait just one minute... did he just call me moody??? :)

87. My first favorite songs were "All I Need" by Jack Wagner and "99 Red Balloons" by Nena. I still remember listening to them on my transistor radio that hung on my headboard. It was a ladybug. Such a product of the '80s...

88. I especially love back-up singers, for some reason. ("Leavin' on the Midnight Train to Georgia... WOO HOO!") Gotta love it!

89. And I LOVE when a song starts out soft and then builds up to something really great, just to then end real soft and quiet again!

90. I learned all of Enrique Iglesias' spanish versions of his songs.

91. I enjoy singing along with those more than I do the English versions.

92. I can't sing worth a flip.

93. And I don't know a lick of Spanish.

94. I took 4 years of French (two in high school, two in college).

95. I don't remember much of it, but for some unknown reason, to this day, I can't see sugar without thinking 'sucre' first (?).

96. I've never really had much desire to travel overseas.

97. However, I would love to see the Pacific Northwest one day.

98. My favorite place to visit is Boston, Mass.


99. I love taking pictures of fountains everywhere I go.

100. I love a good joke, too, but when I go to re-tell them, all I can ever remember is the punch line... so even though they still crack me up, nobody else knows why I'm laughing!

In the Lane, Snow is Glistenin'
(Memory Lane, that is!)


With snow falling yet again today (though much to our dismay, not sticking all that well), it's taken me back to our snow days as kids.

In Illinois, snow wasn't quite the deal it is here in Georgia, but we loved it just the same.


Jodi would come running in to wake me up and get me going, we'd get all bundled up (not quite to the extreme of the little boy in "Christmas Story") and we would just go - all - day!


Could not get enough of the stuff!

And, I guess still can't! :)

But, we had a ball.

We were fortunate enough to have the best plot of land in Illinois for sledding. For those of you who've been to (or more likely through) Illinois, you know it is flat. As a pancake. From end to end.

But, we actually lived on a nice little hill that had the BEST driveway for sledding!! Not only was it just the right slope, it had just enough twists and turns in it to keep it exciting. It was awesome.

And, when we got snow... we - got - snow!

So much fun... and so many great memories from those beautiful wintry days.





* From top left:

me and Jodi on our sleds 12/78,

Fluffy riding along with me 1/1/85

me with my prize-worthy snowman 12/80,

Jodi and me going out into the great land of snow 12/78,

Jodi sledding down the drive successfully, as I wipe out (!) 1/79,

and me doing much better 1/79!

16 January 2008

*** Yay!! ***

We actually got to see snow today, for the first time in a LONNNNG time!!! And I can't believe it takes so little of it to get us so excited anymore. ANY little bit just gets me jumping out of my skin! I LOVE it! And it was such a nice, fluffy, beautiful snow. Such a rariety here in the South.

Something not so much a rariety here in the South, however, is the 'bread and milk' mentality. You Southern born and bred know what I mean.

Now, I love "y'all" to death. I have grown to love your fried green tomatoes and cherish your sweet potato souffle. I whole-heartedly embrace your laid back way of life and sweet way of talking. But, I will never understand why, at the threat of even a flurry, you feel the compulsion to run to the nearest store to stock up on bread and milk?

I mean, first of all, this is Georgia. Even if it's the worst ice storm in years, it will most assuredly be over in 24 hours or less, will it not? And, even if not, worst case scenario, you're housebound for days and days... why bread and milk? Two of the most perishable items in your house?

Me? I'm more practical. I say a little Merlot to keep the ole body warm and a good supply of chocolate to make the time all the more enjoyable as you look out on the winter wonderland!!!

~editor's note~ By the time I've finished this post... snow has completely stopped and now just rain and slush. It may have been brief, but it was beautiful while it lasted.

08 January 2008

For he who is least among you all—he is the greatest.

Many people say they have a 'problem' with the Bible because there are just 'too many contradictions' in it. Well, that is so very true, but once you've come to learn some of these contradictions, you come to appreciate every one of them.
Here's my Top Ten for the week. Top Ten Contrary Christian Truths. A few of them, I didn't find exact scriptural back-up, but I can definitely vouch for every last one!
And I, for one, just LOVE the way He takes what we think we know or what we tend to expect and just totally flip it over and reveal those things true in an entirely different way!


1. You must lose your life to truly find it.

Luke 9:24 For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will save it.


2. It's often in the 'foggy' times that you wind up finding the most clarity.


3. It is in brokeness that you are then made whole.

Isaiah 53:2 The fact is, it was our pains he carried— our disfigurements, all the things wrong with us. We thought he brought it on himself, that God was punishing him for his own failures. But it was our sins that did that to him, that ripped and tore and crushed him—our sins! He took the punishment, and that made us whole.


4. The best way to 'get a grip' on life is to simply 'let it go'!


5. The best way to stand firm is to fall on your knees.

Job 33:26 Or, you may fall on your knees and pray—to God's delight! You'll see God's smile and celebrate, finding yourself set right with God. You'll sing God's praises to everyone you meet, testifying, 'I messed up my life— and let me tell you, it wasn't worth it. But God stepped in and saved me from certain death. I'm alive again! Once more I see the light!


6. The surest way to 'win' is to surrender completely.


7. It is often in the depth of darkness that true Light is finally revealed.

Psalm 112:4 Light arises in the darkness.


8. Forgiving someone else is one of the greatest gifts you can give yourself.

Proverbs 17:9 Love prospers when a fault is forgiven.


9. You soar the highest when you humble yourself the lowest.

Matthew 23:12 But those who exalt themselves will be humbled, and those who humble themselves will be exalted.


10. It is more blessed to give than to receive.

Luke 6:38 Give, and you will receive. Your gift will return to you in full—pressed down, shaken together to make room for more, running over, and poured into your lap. The amount you give will determine the amount you get back.

04 January 2008

The Week in Pictures...


I took a bunch of pictures of the restaurant decorated, for future reference, before it all comes down...
But, this turned out to be my favorite of them all! I love fountains anyway, but I just really love it when this fountain gets all frozen over! Isn't it pretty?!?





And nearly every night, coming home from work, this time of year... I get to see these amazing sunsets over to the west. Each one is so different from the one before, but they're all just unbelievable. This is the best one I've 'caught' on film since the one I shared last time. I just love it. (I've even grown to accept the lovely mile marker.)


01 January 2008

Resolutions:
There's a first time for everything!

I have never been one to get into the whole New Year's Resolution craze. But, actually before this year even started, I already had some 'good intentions' in mind, so I might as well call a spade a spade and chalk 'em up to Resolutions.
Now, who's to say how any of them will pan out or how long they will last (if they ever get started), but at this point, I'm game.
So, here's to 2008 and here (in no particular order) are my Top Ten Resolutions to work on!

(cue drum-roll.....)

1. Pay my bills as soon as they come (or at least as soon as I can) instead of waiting 'till the last possible day and then hoping they get there by the due date! (I know, like.... DUH)

2. Turn the t.v. off more (or better yet, just leave it off). I believe most nights it is the main culprit for my laziness and why I don't ever do anything productive at night! (Even though I'm a major night-owl and could get major things done, it never fails - I end up just sitting on the sofa flipping channels just hoping to find something actually worth watching! - usually not very successful.) Maybe I'd even get some of those fore-mentioned books read!

3. Set aside a specific time to do my daily devotion/bible study (I wish I was a morning person, but I do so much better with that at night before bed - it's just a matter of turning off that darned t.v.!)

4. Go through my mounds of old paperwork (bills, check stubs...) and get them all shredded and GONE.

5. Figure out my camera and how to better use for things other than still-life!

6. Make more to-do lists... I think that would give me a much greater sense of what needs to be done and accomplishment when you get to check things off (it's always worked for Jodi!)

7. Try folding my clothes right out of the dryer, for a change, instead of heaping them on the sofa, letting them get all nice and wrinkled and just digging through the pile all week to see what I want to wear! (You'd think I lived in a frat house, but when it's just you, who cares! :) One of the perks to living alone, I suppose. ... or is it? I don't know...)

8. Finish transferring the rest of my millions of cd's over to my I-Pod.

9. Figure out what all I need to do to get my new computer hooked up and going and get onto DSL, so I can actually keep up better with my blogging and emailing without either pulling my hair out or having to take over my parents' computer.

10. Continue to enlighten you all with future Top Ten Lists (assuming I get #9 nipped in the bud, that is!)

31 December 2007

BOOK 'MEME'

I’ve been tagged for a meme by Jodi. And although I don't read at the same pace that I buy books... here are some that I've managed to read in the recent past.

1. One book that changed your life ~ My Bible (Can I get an "AMEN?!") :)

2. One book that you have read more than once ~ I don't know if there are any that I have actually read all the way through more than once, but I have several that I keep on hand for a quick re-reference back to. The one I turn back to most is "Just Enough Light for the Step I'm On" by Stormie O'Martian.

3. One book you would want on a deserted Island ~ "Streams in the Desert" - can't go any time at all without that one.

4. One book that made you laugh ~ The two-part series: "Dreaming in Black and White" and "Dreaming in Technicolor" by Laura Jensen Walker.


5. One book that made you cry ~ "Left to Tell" by Immaculee Ilibagiza (and I will just say one more time, for the record... if you have not yet read this amazing account of her experience during the Rwandan Genocide, you must check it out. She is just an incredible woman with extraordinary faith and resolve!)

6. One book that you wish had been written ~ I'm sure if there's anything I could come up with, there's a book on it somewhere.

7. One book that you wish had never been written ~ The one that comes to mind now, because of its sudden attention is "The Golden Compass".

8. One book you are currently reading ~ One? Are you kidding me?? Let's see... right now, I've got just a few going... "Free Inside and Out" by Luci Swindoll and Marilyn Meberg, "Glory Revealed" by David Nasser, "When the Game is Over, it all goes back in the Box" by John Ortberg, "Holding onto Hope" by Nancy Guthrie, and "Facing Your Giants" by Max Lucado (just to name a select few I read regularly).

9. One book you have been meaning to read ~ As daunting as it is, I'd like to get into “Redeeming Love” by Francine Rivers, too.